April 28, 2005 CONVERSATION WITH SANANDA TRROUGH BEV Sananda, I have read many channelings/books and have had many visions regarding your life as Jeshua ben joseph and there are many differences among them all. Also I have “heard” that the life that we know as Jesus is really a compilation of three men. Please comment on this subject. Greetings, You ask many questions about my life as Jesus. That lifetime was a bridge to the new light that had not been experienced on this earth for many thousands of years. It was determined that the energy in and surrounding the earth needed to change in order to fall in the divine order of our Creator. You ask about there being a compilation of three lives of men that make up the One you know as Jesus in your Bibles. There are many accounts of that life told by my family as well as those who called themselves scribes in that day, approximately two to three thousand years ago. I came into the body of the one that is known as Jeshua, who today is known as Jesus. Yes, I was fully awake to who I was throughout that entire life. My teachings survive this very day. Also, there were six men and women who became as the “paparazzi” of that day who wrote much information about my life. They felt that they were doing a service to man by writing what they thought they saw and heard. These people were not privy to the words and love that came forth through my teachings. They thought that they understood what was being spoken but they understood not. Therefore to answer your question regarding the three men that make up my life of Jesus is correct in that all of the writings did not adequately portray who I was thus they included other teachers and prophets of that day. Even my Mother Mary did not understand all that I was to do and what I spoke. Even her writings through others do not adequately tell the truths of my life. My writings and teachings of those days still hold true today. Just listen in your own hearts and you too will hear the messages of Creator. My teachings may assist you but to receive the true messages of our Divine Creator is to listen within. Never did I say to worship me as a man or as a divine deity. I am divine as is all of humanity. Those that dwell in your religions are searching for the meaning of life and they will not find it in any book. They will only find it when they acknowledge that they are divine also and live in that truth and love. You need no one to tell you what to do. Just listen, listen. Can you hear and feel the love of Creator? Some of the testaments of long ago have been kept in safe places yet to be discovered. Some of those writings have been destroyed by man as well as through the changes of the earth. Many people travel to places where you have walked, still trying to rewrite history with the true facts of history. Could you please comment on this? My dear, history is always being rewritten. History is how you view yourselves. Just acknowledging that you are divine takes you out of that constant search for a truth. When you acknowledge that you are divine, a part of God, then what other truths do you really want? You are and there is no more to it! Now to do “your Father’s will” is to follow that of your heart. All of us are on a journey. We are here to co-create. You are now connecting to other parts of yourself and you are finding that you are much more than just the human body. You are a body of God. When you truly live your life knowing this, then your life will flow with ease and grace. When you know only love and joy then your are living in the state of christ consciousness. My lineage continues today. In other lives (other than the life of Jesus) did I have family. Yes, I had many offspring and they are mixed in with others throughout the world. It does not matter who they are. They may be all who read these words. Would that knowing make a difference in your life? You each are here for a reason and that is to love and respect wholly and unconditionally your own selves. If all were to do this, then this world indeed will be the magical kingdom it was designed to be.

THROUGH BEV DREAM BIG February 25, 2005 What do you enjoy? Relax and dream a life that is joyful, inspiring, creative, loving. Can you picture yourself in such a setting? You are creating a new society. Your life can be as simple or diverse as you wish it to be. Your choice. You contemplate your past. You ask, “do I deserve the best?” Of course you deserve the best. Everyone, all ones deserve the best. Imagine a whole village that you would like to live in. What would it look like? Can you see the townspeople? What are they doing? Imagine every townsperson smiling, perhaps whistling a happy tune. How does this make you feel? Watch the activity. Imagine yourself walking down the street. Peek into the shops. Smell the aromas, feel the joy. Dear human, there is nothing stopping you from living in such a community, or on a mountain or a beach. Nothing. This world is for you. Envision such a fine life. When the majority of you who live on this earth follow your visions, then indeed this earth will be the creator’s most magnificent creation. Dream big and live the life you are designed to live – in joy, in happiness, in love. THE NEW DYNAMICS OF LIFE March 18, 2005 As you forage through your days you will notice a change in you and the peoples. Some people may appear to you as going round and round in circles. Others will appear that they are staring off into space, some with no facial expressions and others with smiles on their face. The turning of the tides has begun. Your vantage point depends upon where you want to be. Are you ready to go the next step? If so, are you ready to give up what you think are your securities? Your “new” securities are your own knowing that all is in divine order. When you allow yourself to move in that flow, your lives will become much more joyful. Do you understand? When you truly let go of your controls (your control of others and their control of you) the true magic begins. Your perceptions will be clearer, your energy will increase and your feeling center will be relaxed. A CONVERSTION WITH TEBRI SCHIAVO By Lyn Winter The Saturday morning before Terri Schiavo died, I received a short message from her. I had previously thought of the difficulty from one of my previous lifetimes in which I had stayed in the body too long. I thought of Terri’s situation and hoped that she would not experience what I remembered. In her message she thanked me for my concern, and then she told me that she maintained a minimal consciousness to maintain the body functions that enabled her to work on a level without the hindrance of a physical body. She was proud of what she had been able to accomplish for a number of earth years. She also said that she would abide by the decision of humanity (stay or go) but that the body was quickly losing that ability to sustain life. The cells were depleting beyond repair. She stated that she and Michael (her husband) had completed their job - to raise awareness. She stated that Michael was not a bad person, he was on assignment just doing his job. Just realize we cannot judge another without full understanding of a person’s life responsibility. One day after her death I received another message, a part of a world - wide group (a part of an interlocking network grid of group consciousness). It was interesting as I came into the group awareness it took about 60 seconds for everyone to listen together. I then realized that it was Terri again. She addressed everyone first with words of thanks for our caring and next as a group of Light-bearers. She expressed that we are not to allow the momentum of this human awakening to falter. She said that a lot was accomplished and for us to pick up the torch and pass it along. It was up to us now. She also said that Michael was with her as she passed and he needed to be there as she completed her part here. She didn't say if he was fully or consciously aware but was just following his guidance. It was as it needed to be in the last moments.